Kafka hoped the letter would bridge the growing gap between him and his father, though in the letter he provides a sharp criticism of both:
You asked me recently why I maintain that I am afraid of you. As usual, I was unable to think of any answer to your question, partly for the very reason that I am afraid of you, and partly because an explanation of the grounds for this fear would mean going into far more details than I could even approximately keep in mind while talking. And if I now try to give you an answer in writing, it will still be very incomplete..."
|first of the 103 pages of Kafka's handwritten "letter"|
The original letter, 45 pages long, was typewritten by Kafka and corrected by hand. Two and a half additional pages were written by hand.
According to Max Brod, Kafka actually gave the letter to his mother to hand on to his father. His mother never delivered the letter but returned it to her son.
Read online Kafka’s Letter to My Father
|“I am a cage, in search of a bird.”|